I found old blogs that I had wrote on my old Myspace..When reading them memories were brought back to mind ..“The worst part of holding the memories is not the pain. It's the loneliness of it. Memories need to be shared.”― Lois Lowry,The Giver. 'So I Am Sharing...."
current
mood:
sleepy
IT'S LATE AND I'M TIRED BUT HAD A GREAT DAY..SPENT THE DAY WITH MY
MOM AND DAD...HAD A BIG FISH FRY..LIFE SEEM'S TO LOOK A LITTLE
BETTER..NEED REST...WILL WRITE MORE LATER... LOVE MY FAMILY AND
FRIENDS SO MUCH.... Jul 27, 2007sleepyGOING BACK TO MISSISSIPPI
Current
mood:
busy
busy
WE ARE GOING TO BE SO BUSY THE NEXT
COUPLE OF DAY'S.MY FAMILY AND I ARE GOING BACK TO MISSISSIPPI TO HELP
WORK AND GET A LITTLE VACATION TIME IN....I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE OUR
GOOD FRIENDS RICK AND NANCY....WE HAVE BEEN HELPING THEM TO REBUILD
THEIR HOUSE..AND HAVE BECAME VERY CLOSE FRIENDS..WE HAVE SO MUCH TO
DO TO GET READY TO GO DOWN...FOR AN UP DATE ON MY MOM.. SHE HAD A
TREATMENT FOR PAIN HOPE THIS WILL WORK IF IT DOES SHE SHOULD FEEL A
LITTLE BETTER AND WILL BE ABLE TO DO A LITTLE MORE...KEEP US IN YOUR
PRAYERS AS WE TRAVEL AND KEEP MY MOM IN YOUR PRAYERS DAILY.....I SEE
A RAY OF SUNSHINE.............Aug 2, 2007
THEY SAY THEY DON'T
Current
mood:
angry
angryTHEY SAY THEY DON'T HAVE A CURE FOR THIS THING WE CALL CANCER..WE ALL KNOW BETTER..WE HAVE MORE KNOWLEDGE NOW THAN WE DID IN THE MIDDLE AGES WHEN THE BLACK DEATH ,THE BUBONIC PLAGUE KILLED MILLIONS OF PEOPLE..THIS DEADLY DISEASE THAT SPREAD RAPIDLY WAS CAUSED BY FLEAS AND RATS....SO WHY WITH ALL THE KNOWLEDGE WE HAVE TODAY IS IT THAT WE CAN'T FIND A CURE. DOES IT MAKE US DUMBER??..YOU TELL ME, LOOK AT ALL THE MONEY THAT WOULD BE LOST IF WE HAD A CURE..THEY SPEND MORE TIME ON FINDING WAYS TO TREAT THIS DISEASE THAN A CURE..WHO DO WE BLAME FOR THIS...WAKE UP AMERICA..I GUESS WHEN YOU HAVE A LOVE ONE WHO SUFFER'S FROM THIS THING CALLED CANCER AND SEE THEIR LIFE SLOWLY TAKEN AWAY YOU HAVE A RIGHT TO GET MAD AS HECK(????)... Aug 2, 2007
Current
mood:
guilty
guilty
WE
ARE LEAVING TO GO ON OUR TRIP.I HAVE SUCH MIXED FEELING'S I'M LEAVING
MY FAMILY AND LEAVING MY MOM WHO IS IN THE HOSPITAL..BLESS HER HEART
SHE TOLD US TO KEEP OUR PLANS AND GO AHEAD WITH OUR TRIP BUT I HATE
TO LEAVE KNOWING SHE IS SO SICK..DO NOT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER SHE CAN
MAKE IT THROUGH THIS THING WE CALL CANCER .WE DID NOT GET A GOOD
REPORT TODAY..I KNOW GOD HAS A PLAN.I'LL JUST HOLD ON TIGHTER TO A
HAND THAT IS STRONGER HOLD ON TO OUR HEAVENLY FATHER..TO ALL OUR
FRIENDS KEEP US IN YOUR PRAYER'S WHILE WE ARE GONE..WE ARE EXCITED TO
HELP OUR FRIENDS IN MISSISSIPPI AND SPEND A LITTLE OVER DUE FAMILY
TIME..BUT STILL OUR HEART'S ARE HEAVY IN LEAVING..DANA AND DAVID I
LOVE YOU GUY'S SO MUCH... LIFE IS SO VERY VERY SHORT
CHERISH IT......LOVE YOU GUY'S
Aug 14, 2007
WE ARE HOME
Current
mood:
happy
happy
TO EVERYONE WHO NEW WE WERE GONE,WELL
WE ARE BACK . GOT IN SAT.NIGHT AROUND 11:00p.m.WE HAD A GREAT
TRIP.WORKED HARD AND PLAYED HARD..THE BEACH AS ALWAYS WAS
BEAUTIFUL..VERY HOT THOUGH.IT WAS SO GOOD TO SPEND TIME WITH OUR
FRIENDS.THEY SEEM TO BE DOING GOOD JUST WANTING TO GET INTO THEIR
HOUSE..I KNOW THEY CAN'T WAIT AFTER BEING IN A FEMA CAMPER FOR
TWO YEARS...WE LOVE YOU GUY'S.MISSED HOME BUT HATED TO COME BACK AND
FACE ALL THAT I HAVE TO FACE WITH MY MOM.SHE SEEM'S TO BE DOING
SOMEWHAT BETTER..WE HAD A GOOD VISIT SUN. IT'S SO SAD AND HURT'S SO
BAD TO SEE SOME ONE YOU LOVE DEARLY SO SICK..JUST KEEP HER AND ALL MY
FAMILY IN YOUR PRAYER'S..
- Aug 16, 2007BEGINNING'S ARE USUALLY THE SCARIEST AND THE END IS USUALLY THE SADDEST.BUT IT IS THE IN BETWEEN WHERE HAPPINESS IS FOUND..
MY CUP RUN'SOVER
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WELL WE ARE BACK AT THE HOSPITAL.MY MOM IS FIGHTING SO HARD TO STAY ALIVE..I LOVE HER SO MUCH.I KNOW THAT SHE KNOW'S THAT.SHE TELL'S ME THAT WITH A SOFT WHISPER OR JUST WITH THE MOVE OF THE MOUTH..AS LONG AS THERE IS BREATH THERE IS LIFE.SO MOM KEEP ON BREATHING I'M NOT READY TO LET YOU GO JUST YET..SO KEEP US IN YOUR PRAYER'S AND KNOWING THAT MEANS SO MUCH..10:36 PM Aug.29,2007
THE END OF LIFE AS WE KNOW ITAug 30, 2007
MY MOM PASSED AWAY THIS MORNING.. SHE FOUGHT SO HARD AND WANTED TO BEAT THIS FOR HER FAMILY...I'M SO GLAD SHE HAD FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHO CARED ABOUT HER..I KNOW SHE MUST BE HAVING THE TIME OF HER LIFE AS I'M TYPING THIS(SHE ALWAYS DID LOVED TRIP'S) AND I KNOW SHE IS WITH FAMILY AND FRIEND'S WHO HAVE GONE ON TO HEAVEN AND I KNOW SEEING JESUS WAS WHAT SHE WANTED TO DO MOST OF ALL..SO I GUESS IN A SENSE SHE WILL BE ATTENDING A FAMILY REUNION AND KNOWING WE WILL SOON BE THERE WITH HER..I LOVE YOU MOM !!!YOU LOVED ME CARED FOR ME AND YOU AND DAD GAVE ME THE BEST OF LIFE.I HOPE TO DO THE SAME FOR MY CHILDREN..AND THANK YOU TO FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHO WILL HELP US GET THROUGH THIS IT MEANS SO MUCH..PLEASE KEEP US IN YOUR PRAYER'S FOR WE HAVE A LONG ROAD AHEAD....MOM YOU FINALLY GOT TO SEE THOSE ANGLES...THANK-YOU
Current mood:touchedI WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE WHO KEPT US IN THEIR PRAYERS AND WHO MADE CALL'S AND SENT CARD'S..YOU ALL HAVE BEEN SO KIND.AND IT MEANT ALOT TO KNOW THAT YOU ALL CARED DURING THE PASSING OF MY MOM..I MISS HER SO MUCH.I STILL WANT TO PICK UP THE PHONE AND GIVE HER A CALL ABOUT THING'S THAT HAVE GONE ON THIS WEEK.(TO TELL HER TRACY GOT HER VOLLEYBALL OUTFIT )OR HOW CHURCH WENT SUNDAY OR JUST TO FILL HER IN ON DAILY ACTIVITIES.PLEASE KEEP US IN YOUR PRAYERS..THEY SAY TIME WILL HEAL..MY LOVE TO YOU ALL12:49 PMSep 10, 2007May 14, 2008MOM
WELL
I MADE IT THROUGH MY FIRST MOTHERS DAY WITHOUT A MOM..IT WAS HARD BUT
THANKS TO MY WONDERFUL FAMILY AND FRIENDS THEY BROUGHT JOY FOR THE
DAY THAT WOULD HAVE OTHER WISE BEEN VERY SAD...I KNOW MY MOM IS
HAVING THE TIME OF HER LIFE,JUST THINK OF ALL THE WONDERFUL MOMS IN
THE BIBLE WHO HAVE GONE ON TO HEAVEN THAT SHE SPENT MOTHERS DAY
WITH..I CAN ONLY IMAGINE...........I LOVE YOU ALL
“Sharing tales of those we've lost is how we keep from really losing them.”
― Mitch Albom, For One More Day
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